tah tah

I am saying goodbye to RAT YEAR....Hello Cow Year! Am not giving too mushy goodbyes for 2008.
Adios

Kacheapan ko

Money saving tip:
Cooked something that would last for several days----
For the last 2 weeks we've gone to
1. Tinolang manok with steam rice--- 1 1/2 days
2. Lugaw with chicken -- 1 1/2 days
3. Beef Lasagna with Bechamel sauce --- 4 days
4. Pork Bihon ---1 1/2 days
5. Zuppa Toscana my version ---depending on who you're sharing with, 2days
China One Menu
3 pcs chicken wings (my fave) $1.95
steam rice $0.95

Movie Matinee $5.00

Not going anywhere for 11 days, afraid to spend savings---pissed off priceless

waddup

Putting myself in a public domain takes a whole lot of guts & gory! It is ironic to put a bit of my info in a milder version of myspace. A thing that my hubby literally abhor.
I haven't heard his verbal attack...as of yet...most likely, he's been busy doing more important stuff...like "how to pull car parts apart in less than 60 seconds." We have gone to "how to fix computer bug 101 my-style-not-yours," to "don't-do-it-just-throw-it-away-coz-your-a-girl" kinda relationship in the last 11 days. Thank Gawd I am so back to work, because if I'm not, I will unleash my selfish tyrant cracker in me, which has been suppressed for umpteenth million years (yeah! when the tablet was still a big stone wall!). I guess I just have to settle to one professed job...and that, to make them people happy. Yay!
So am I holding up? Pretty good, ey! I haven't done this thing before,wherein I've memorized literally the musical score of a movie. Sick!
Kidding aside, we kinda packed up some of our old clothes that doesn't belong to our ginormous NOT dressing room/closet.
Oh yeah....the move...the big move...percentage wise, we're up. 70% we're definitely heading towards not staying here in Good `ol Big country TX. Hopefully, summertime.
There is nothing, nowhere, nada, zip, zilch to hold back in this state. I have loved all my friends and co-workers, but I, just could not take it any longer....to be here. It has a bitter sweet piece of shit memory to me...if you know what I mean.
Yun lang, bow!

Ugh!

During dinner at Tokyo One, I have this nagging question to my husband, "why I’ve fallen head over heels to Edward Cullen." His answer was a mild smirk on his face (It puzzled me so much that I’ve re-read again the entire 4 books on the course of 2 days, finding myself what the heck is the matter with me). Guessing that I won’t be able to get a good response from him, I ate my beef hibachi ravenously, to his surprise was…unusual. I, for the fact, don’t eat a lot. I take that back. I like sugary stuff. The very reason why we don’t eat out a lot now. I drink my calories. I am a hopeless Coca-Cola addict. I’d rather drink coke than to eat.

Finishing off my dinner with a cup of crème Brule, my eyes still engaged to his nonchalant choices of sushi and sashimi. Argh! Why am I acting this way towards a character of a book, but he can’t answer to my meaningless question, much more… bothered!

He stood up, and went to get his dessert. I am still spooning mine mindlessly. He came back and handed me another crème brule, and said, “Your favorite. Have some more. I know you don’t eat as much as I do, so please justify the reason why were spending money for this dinner!”
And I choke. Now I know the answer. Why I am so into this stupid Edward character.

I was a Bella with more turbulent painful experience. When my hubby came into my life, everything was wiped away and completely changed my perspective. I used to be clouded by any nonsensical acts. At my young age, he introduced me to subtle moral sense that I’ve lost thru the years of past psychological and mental abuse. He has this “flat affect” attitude to my overly sensitive issues such as age & weight limits, and gave me non approval responses to my paranoid views of social acceptance.
What about virtues of chastity? Smack right on my face when we were still seeing each other. In a world where I live in, (I really thought that he was impo---t...crap! too much info!) it is but normal to… you know, not to be precisely specific here…please do not embarrass me, but it’s true.

And just like the character of that book, we have portrayed bits and pieces of their life, sans eternal damnation.

“I couldn’t see my future without having you in my life,” he said, many moons ago.
My gay flip lingo agile response… “Charing!”
Di ba ang drama!!

twiddle dee.....

Trying to get my fever hyped emotion down over Twilight, I now gather myself together about what would be the days ahead. Work will not start til Thursday, but I couldn't keep myself still to where I need to go next. Ooppss! "WE." How selfish!
Hubby is not cooperative anymore with the repetitious soundtrack of Twilight. Forgive me, but as of this writing, I am still listening to the album. How cruel!
Supermassive Black Hole... my favorite. It is so edgy & dark. Use it on my work out. And it pumps me up in less than a minute. Dios mio!
Enihooters, he decided that we can probably go to Ice at Gaylord , that would be an awesome date.
"Wala kayang bampira doon?" Asa ka pa!!

Moot

Woke up early and read Midnight Sun draft at the author's website.
I thank my hubby last night for putting up with me for this week, for getting gaga over "Edward!" After watching the movie umpteenth million times (3rd pa lang), I completely satiated myself...I guess. As what my friend Don encompassed about my "teen aging" experience..."late ka na kasi eh!"
Just like what Bella said,--dazzling!

On the side: I breathe better now, kinda wheezy...but on the better side. Blame it on daily exercise!

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Hubby told me that we can watch a movie tonight!!!! He promised. He's just going to clean my car first, then go to see.......TWILIGHT again!
sickening, ey!

Satisfied

Back from that sneak attack at the Studio Movie Grill.
Hubby greeted me half asleep.....what's my next adventure?
Meet me up in Oklahoma!

"Now I'm a fat house cat, Nursing my sore blunt tongue" ~ from the song flightless bird american mouth

Done!

Done with the last book (ang daming panggulo! waste ng time sa pag babasa ang ibang chapter!)....hubby is taking a nap, and I am bored. Sneaking out to Studio Movie Grill to watch Twilight again!. TTFN!

Maybe

Great! I'm in love....falling.....arghhhh....
he just reminds me of that someone....

do i need to worry????

Ahhh....soothing....Love Me

What's next

Finished the 3rd book of the twilight saga an hour ago. I am about to start Breaking Dawn. Sickening, right? Bought the book Monday, and I am almost done. Sometimes, I hate the bookworm in me.
Burp!

3rd book

And so, the officially 3rd day off. I am about to start the third book of twilight saga - Eclipse. Husband enjoying what he sees in the house, that I am just here, just being with them. Have not gone out yesterday. Sucky, but enjoying every minute of it. Once in a while, I would watch youtube for different twilight excerpts. Oh yeah...and that "supposedly" lullaby....it's very calming. Very Edward. Great! Back in a few.
To the bat cave.
Am i acting like a teenager?
BTW, listen to the audio (River flows in you by Yiruma)I embedded. Kinda dark & melancholic. Suits me well...

Bite me

In less than 12 hrs, I engulfed the entire Twilight book, and I am now up for the second book which is the New Moon. My husband begged me to slow down, because of my long days off. So i kinda like reminded him about my compulsiveness about reading books. Once I am hooked, I will be his dear hermit. For now, the Cruz' clan is on standstill, until I get my senses back. But for now, I have a date with Robert Pattinson aka Edward Cullen.
I shouldn't watched that movie!

very busy

I had a blast last during the black friday sale. JP got his stuff under $50 bucks, and I got my Coach bag for less than $160. lolz.
There are some work event that I hate to discuss here because, seriously, it is nobody's business.
I am off for 11 days, and I will try to finish the 4 twilight saga. I am a little OCD when it comes to reading books. I just don't want to be bothered.
I'll see you guys around.....