Dear Marthony,

I'm finally closing the final chapter of our book...



i've finally found my closure.

(edited on july 17, 2006~ some words had been erased by this blogger.)

Beh

I'm just wondering how much you have to put up with me.....
your patience is up to the roof...and it is just so unbelievable.
I know I didn't made a mistake this time.
This is it.....this is The End!

I know you've heard this several times from me....but I still need to let you know how much I Love You....& always been grateful for your love without boundaries!

June Bug

Gone away is the booger.....I've waited up to this time to write about my days in June. I feel blessed. Too many things had happened to me in the past few weeks.....I am so ready for a brand new life.
Meanwhile, in my work world....ahhh basta lang....tuwa lang ako...kahit na threat na akong I fire out for not getting my ethics, yearly eval, and kung anu-ano pa. But everything is still ok. Someone up there is always on my side.
Another thing is that I can't get off to my usual weight. I wanted to look and feel good. I've shared this dilemma to Ipe...he said he already deliberately gained himself some weight, "para pag andyan na ako, hindi ka na maiilang, pareho na tayo, sama tayo mag exercise at mag walk, hindi ka nag iisa." My heart just melted away. I pinched myself thinking I was just dreaming, I guess I wasn't.



"Real love, I've learned, is a very, very strong form of forgiveness. I don't think people yearn for love because they hate staying home alone on a saturday night or because they dread going to restaurants alone. People want love because they want their taped-together glasses or ten extra pounds to be forgiven. They want someone to look past the surface of stuff like bad hair days, a too-loud laugh or potato chips crunching in their living-room couch when anyone sits down."