Treat...but then I guess I was tricked!

I was supposed to be singing this....."I'll be home for christmas....you can count on me." Someone asked me if I am excited about my upcoming vacation. I was....not anymore. Too many things is going on right now...toooooo much of a headache.
But I'll be there....

I'm tired...seriously tired. Tonight will be my 11th day of work. a day off and another stretch and another 16 days stretch. Kakatuwa. I've taken myself off from my antidepressant, so I have to compensate, meaning, I have to get my mind set to something. Less than 2 months na lang pala. Whew!

Bukas na pala ang Haloween...makapag trick or treat nga sa kapitbahay ko! Me handa daw eh....feeding frenzy na naman ako!

Holiday plans

Somewhere down the memory lane, I remembered about the STATE FAIR. Was excited to see it, but was unable to go....another STATE FAIR will come and go....pero....kakawalang ganang pumunta, but definitely I will be there...next year.

Ahhh....gloomy day...bed weather day...decisions....decisions...should i get that OT tonite or stay in bed and keep my bed warm and toasty. I am saturated with what's going on sa werk anyway. Honestly I just had it.

Decisions, decisions.....where should I spend my haloween. hee hee hee.... as long as I will get my share of my favorite sweets!

Thanksgiving....don't care about turkey....I am sure there will be plenty of it sa ER lounge room, I will just make sure i bring plenty of hawaiian sweet bread.

Christmas, I will be working....no christmas decor sa bahay.....as what I've promised to myself....in pursuit of true happines....until i find that right person,
there will be no christmas celebration.

Then...New Year....another year up ahead of me....I want to celebrate it...with that special someone....

ok...maga na paa ko...pagod na ako...haven't realized im doing looooong stretch of work....my ankles are swollen....

imma rest now....and watch "My Best Friend's Wedding!"

"Courage! I have shown it for years; think you I shall lose it
at the moment when my sufferings are to end?"
Marie Antoinette

Jagged Little Pill

Webeeeee me. I am now trying to keep up with the world. I've been diagnosed with depression recently and my MD put me on this little pill that all it does is to make me sleep. Sleep like I haven't slept for ages. Funny how I can be motivated. There was a day at work that I was so smashed that I have to go home early, afraid that I am going to sleep on my way home. Imagine the drive. Well as soon as I hit home, I just took my work clothes and just crash right away. Slept before 7am and woke up at 6pm then go back to work again and still smashed. As the days goes by, I lost my mood swings, I am hearing better, my understanding to the whole scenario is way much better, and my headaches and back pains are all gone. I still sleep like a log, but oh my gawd.....what a wonderful pill it is. I've mentioned my depression before to my ex's but nobody listened to me. I never knew.....that I've been on denial, and struggling to keep up with the world.
Anyhoot, things are getting better nowadays. I am still in love. How can you not fall in love with this little wootsies
.....they've grown so fast....just couldn't keep up. They love siopao, coke and pandesal. hee hee hee hee. On weekend, treat is ice cream.


Now you tell me, how can you be depressed with this lovable cuddly one?