Finally....
I eased my way to the new pad. My own little place. Bringing me a new life, new beginning and whoooaaaa...... "single." ;p
For few more days, I will be leaving the good `ol house. Since the big ugly news was dropped on my face, I was never comfortable living here. I just wanted to pack up and leave right away if I could...pero eto na, sa wakas, makakalipat na rin.
Wag na lang tatanungin kung ano ang nasa loob ng utak at puso ko. They're still not coordinated. hahahahahahha
MY big take after all this stuff that's happening in my life....I finally don't rebel against Him anymore. Wala akong panalo talaga. It may sound like "stereotype" pero I've been asking for His guidance. As I open the bible, maganda ang rhema na binibigay nya sa akin....and it's a good relief.
If this is a big lesson for both of us to learn, then I've learned a lot...the hard way.
Psalms 71
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hi.i just read your current message.Well, i just happened to stray on your blog & can't help but feel your pain.But what caught my attention was your love for God.You see, i was just like you in some ways, feeling so unwanted, unloved, worthless, & there's the fear of death..well not only physical death but also emotional death.There's this big hole inside of me that i always wanted to fill by having relationships with different men, looking for it w/ friends & even getting a lot of achievements just to make myself feel good & proud, eventhough my insides are crying out for acceptance.i was so angry, bitter, & unforgiving w/ people who betrayed me & hurt me.i even took matters in my own hands not realizing dat im making myself a god by doing dat wen God clearly said, Vengeance is His & His alone.but things totally changed when i found out that God truly cared for me & He has never left me & forsaken me when i thought i was alone & unwanted.i was so desperate for His presence that i asked Him to reveal things to me, & reveal He did.God showed me things that i never thought could ever happen to me.and if it happened to me, i believe it could happen to you too.You know i felt as if there's a little girl inside of you looking for deep love.i can sense that you're already tired of fighting for your life (well, correct me if im wrong with that).But the good news is, you can take your burdens to God & just rest with His presence.You know, God's telling me right now that He loves you deeply, His love for you endures.He's offering you His arms widely, welcoming you home in His presence.He's telling me that He's been missing you for such a long time.Its time that you return home...He loves you and you are special to Him.He's been telling you all along to let out those hurts & learn to forgive as He has forgiven you.In that way, you'll release yourself from hatred & at the same time be freed from the trap that the enemy used.Let go of it my friend, & you will see God will cleanse you & restore your soul.Your worthy to Him!
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