Discombobulate

I'm having a brain dead moment. There are certain things in life that I still don't understand. One, why I remain stupify. Two, why I (sic) just simply don't get it. I'm probably what they call "mentally challenged" in medical world. In a nice way in my own dialect it'll be "kulang ang pag-iisip." In my own lingo and to the rest of the women out there......"ISA KANG TANGA!" These are the questions that boggles me. Why is it that certain men, are not satisfied with their own slice of cake, but instead, they want the entire piece. Or they just can't burn their freaking bridges. I'm good in burning my own bridge, kasama na ang small town that way there will be absolutely, zip, nada, communications. But hey, they know the ways on how to get on to your nerves and track you down, and trying to lure you back to them, and then, suddenly it'll hit them na..... "arrgghhhh, I can't decide, I need more time." I will give you more freaking time. You need space? I'll give you space, in fact I will give you the entire earth so you can have your fucking space. Space your face! I say one is enough, two is too much. You ask for it, DANG, you got it.
Alam mo, you have so much time in your hand..... so much, that you are not satisfied of what you have right now, instead, you found ways to make yourself more confused.
I am very sorry that it has to end this way......and that you made a fool out of yourself. I am sorry that we can't go back in time. We just got to move on.
I'm done with my crying spells.
I've completely totally accepted the whole fact that you are an........................."Idiot" and it has no cure for it. The sad part of this is that, you will actually breed, and that you will actually grow and multiply.
I'm done using this stage, and I have spoken.